Here I am sitting in front of my computer...trying to find ways of expressing myself indirectly so others can't really see my true feelings...but my head's filled with mixed emotions...all begging to be released but wanting to be hidden at the same time...
A few thoughts crossed my mind last night...partially also to do with the book which I'm currently reading and about to finish in a day or two...maybe even today...
Hurt, anger, loneliness, awkwardness, love...but some things are better left unsaid and kept hidden...for others I have to pretend that I'm fully ok and truly happy...but sometimes I wonder how much more I can take...maybe they can be revealed when the time is right...
Sometimes I wish that it had happened to me...I really miss it sometimes...especially when my friends talk about it...but I guess I should be happy with what I have...and believe me...I AM!!!
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